Free at least! I spent at least 2 hours last night in very deep meditation and prayer, trying my best to break the connection to her that has had me bound to the hope of one day having her in my life. Finally, after almost 10 months of trying, it seems to have finally worked. I believe the connection is severed. I woke up this morning with no heartache, no longing, no emotional pain. I pray this freedom lasts. I feel like I can finally get on with my life.
