I can’t sit in silence any longer, not knowing if she will ever come to me. If I knew she was eventually coming, I could stay. If she had the strength to call or message me and say “I’m coming. Just need a little more time.” Then I would know and I’d wait. But she doesn’t do that and I don’t know what she is doing. And not knowing is like having a boat anchor around my neck, pulling me down. I just can’t stay any longer. As Tom Petty once said “It’s time To Move on. Time to Get Goin’. What Lies Ahead I Have No Way Of knowing. But Under My Feet Baby, Grass Is Growin’. Time To Move On. Time To Get Goin‘.”
(BTW: No one knows who ‘she’ is, so don’t bother asking me or anyone else. I have told no one that she is still on my mind, always. Even she does not know. That’s because she is likely in another relationship and I would not interfere. However, it’s a spiritual connection between us, probably twin-flame, that I have been unable to break. But, in this morning’s prayer, I finally received permission to break the connection.)
