Are you pretending to be fine? Do you hide the hurt inside? Do you get up each morning, put on your armor and straighten your mask? (I see through it all.)
You can’t move forward because you fear making yet another big mistake. Your heart says one thing and your head says the opposite.
Listen to your heart. The entire Universe is speaking to you through your heart. You fear getting hurt again. But you know instinctively that this relationship is very different from “that” time. This one feels like home, because it is. This person is different. This person stands for truth and honor and light and love and God.
Break the cycle. I know you can. Move forward. Take one small step. Then look around. If all is ok, take another small step. If that was too big. Take a smaller step. But if you sit much longer, the opportunity to change your life may very well pass.