You Feel Me?

For those following this story, Evy is back knocking at my door again. She’s young, smart, attractive and wealthy. What does she want with me (a wrinkled old man)?  I’ve asked her that question multiple times. Her answer has been that she is attracted to ’emotional maturity’.

I think she’s trying to rip me off. The thing is, these days I’m broke and I have explained it to her in detail. She says she doesn’t care about money or age differences, just wants true deep love. I have walked away twice. She gets pissed, screams a bit, but finds her way back.

My son says “go for it Pop!” but I sense that something is very wrong. She has tried to control me. Well, that’s not going to happen. But maybe that’s it… maybe that is why she comes back. Maybe I am a game to her and she needs to win (succeed in controlling me). Good luck with that shit! Ha, ha, ha… (bye Evy for the 3rd and final time.)

Took my kids to see him off Broadway NYC in the 90’s when his ‘hot pockets’ routine was still new. He’s still going strong!

If you don’t love yourself, how can anyone else possibly love you? Remove the mask. Stop being who others want you to be. It’s not your job to make them happy.

Look deep within. See your soul. You will see that it is a beautiful array of colors, mixed with excitement, passion and energy. Take charge of yourself. Love you, as God loves you. You are the Master of Your Destiny, Do not give that power away to anyone. It is yours to keep forever.

It is sacred. . .

Unconditional love is always kind. Unconditional love is always forgiving. Unconditional love is always compassionate. Unconditional love is always understanding. Unconditional love is never hurtful. Unconditional love is never demanding. Unconditional love is never needy. Unconditional love is never controlling. Unconditional love never rejects. Unconditional love never abandons.

But only the strongest people can love unconditionally, and at the same time, protect themselves from people who fail to recognize this incredible gift that was sent to them by the Source of all Love.

Then get off your ass and make it happen. Both are needed for success. First, you need to dream. Then you need to do it. If you only dream, it will likely never come to you. If you do things that you’ve never dreamed about, you are doing meaningless shit. Find your passion and do it! You can do it. I know you can. You are born to fly with bluebirds. . .

Hard to believe this is close to 15 years old. Wow, have we come a log way tehnologically.

Lord Jesus, my master, my brother

I open my heart unto thee, that you may live within me.

And I commit unto you my very soul

that you may accept it and that I might live within you.

Jesus, fill me with your Love

so that I may love all others.

Fill me with your forgiveness

so that I may forgive all others.

Lord fill me with your compassion

so that I may be compassionate toward all others.

Most of all my dear brother, guide me

so that I may do the will of our heavenly Father

today and forever, amen.