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This site is dedicated to my good friend, Tracey L. Fisher who passed away on September 29, 2021. In our conversations, which were usually about politics and always intense, Tracey ended every single sentence with, “you feel me?”
Yes, I do brother. And at times, I still feel you around me. So, I talk with you like you were still here in the physical. And you help me through some crazy thoughts that I have from time-to-time. Thanks. You are a great man and a great friend.
Then get off your ass and make it happen. Both are needed for success. First, you need to dream. Then you need to do it. If you only dream, it will likely never come to you. If you do things that you’ve never dreamed about, you are doing meaningless shit. Find your passion and do it! You can do it. I know you can. You are born to fly with bluebirds. . .
Is that what I’m in? I know this connection is extraordinary because it was 10x stronger than anything else I have ever experienced in all my life, and because the emotional pain lasted for 10 months after our “friendship” ended. I have been praying daily that I be released from this connection and it finally happened yesterday. I woke up feeling ‘normal’ for the first time in almost a year. Now today, I stumble upon this video about “Divine Connections” which I never considered as a possible explanation for this experience before. Is this a coincidence or is this perhaps a message that I should not have asked to break God’s designated connection with her, because we both are not done growing into a Divine lifestyle? Is that what this whole experience with her is all about? (IDK…) I just want her to be free and happy.
This video is a decade old, but a good reminder to start each day being thankful for all that you have.
And this one is just so moving.
My love for Our Blessed Mother is unending. She asks that we pray for humanity. So few have transformed into the spiritual beings that we are truly capable of.
Free at least! I spent at least 2 hours last night in very deep meditation and prayer, trying my best to break the connection to her that has had me bound to the hope of one day having her in my life. Finally, after almost 10 months of trying, it seems to have finally worked. I believe the connection is severed. I woke up this morning with no heartache, no longing, no emotional pain. I pray this freedom lasts. I feel like I can finally get on with my life.
The only piece that I would add to her commentary is that some men who have been through Hell come out the other side angry at the world and generally unhappy. Others become men who love life, truth, God and other people. (It is a deliberate choice that we all make, daily.)
Pink is a psychic and very sensitive to Leos. She is probably very close to describing my situation. Even though I now have what I believe is Divine permission to finally break this connection, it is just not breaking! I believe I fully healed my old emotional wounds at least 6 months ago. Yet, the heartache and pain persists. I do hope that ‘she’ (the woman who is always on my mind – possibly a twin-flame) is doing better than I am.
I can’t sit in silence any longer, not knowing if she will ever come to me. If I knew she was eventually coming, I could stay. If she had the strength to call or message me and say “I’m coming. Just need a little more time.” Then I would know and I’d wait. But she doesn’t do that and I don’t know what she is doing. And not knowing is like having a boat anchor around my neck, pulling me down. I just can’t stay any longer. As Tom Petty once said “It’s time To Move on. Time to Get Goin’. What Lies Ahead I Have No Way Of knowing. But Under My Feet Baby, Grass Is Growin’. Time To Move On. Time To Get Goin‘.”
(BTW: No one knows who ‘she’ is, so don’t bother asking me or anyone else. I have told no one that she is still on my mind, always. Even she does not know. That’s because she is likely in another relationship and I would not interfere. However, it’s a spiritual connection between us, probably twin-flame, that I have been unable to break. But, in this morning’s prayer, I finally received permission to break the connection.)
