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This site is dedicated to my good friend, Tracey L. Fisher who passed away on September 29, 2021. In our conversations, which were usually about politics and always intense, Tracey ended every single sentence with, “you feel me?”
Yes, I do brother. And at times, I still feel you around me. So, I talk with you like you were still here in the physical. And you help me through some crazy thoughts that I have from time-to-time. Thanks. You are a great man and a great friend.
I guess this blog is therapy for me. I now realize that I’ve spent most of my life loving others, but have never really felt truly loved. The question is “have I been open to receiving love”? I don’t think I have, especially if the other person loves in a way that is very different from mine. We’ll, I’ve worked on it and I think that now, I’m ready. Yes, I want to feel what love is….
She was a remote viewer for the US Military many years ago. There is no official record of it, but I was friendly with her 15 years ago and she told me about it then. Point being, she is the real deal, IMHO.
Age is more than just a number, but if two (adult) people are truly in love they will find a way, even if the age gap is socially taboo.
We all suffer life. Some of us push through and come out better because of it. The ups and downs take their toll. In my life, I’ve been worth millions and lost it all, a couple of times over. With each loss, we will choose whether to roll over and give up, or master the lesson and move on. Will you take your losses as an opportunity to grow, and to live in truth? Or will you play victim and blame others?
Hard to believe this is close to 15 years old. Wow, have we come a log way tehnologically.
Jordan is right. Men grow up physically fighting with each other all of the time. Insult another male, punch in the face. Insult a male’s girlfriend, punch in the face. Insult a male’s sister punch in the face. Insult a male’s mother, punch in the face. Insult a male’s father, his father will you punch in the face. If he’s Sicilian, he uses a baseball bat!
It is not funny and should not be taken lightly. I know. I got the shit beaten out of me as a kid, many times, by my “friends”. It’s the male way — establish dominance. (I never backed down and never ran away. Fight back until you have nothing left. Fuck those assholes! ha, ha…. )